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Recently I seem to be in a state of complete confusion. I'm walking forward but I keep hitting walls. The second I get a grip on the things something entirley new and stressful crashes down leaving a massive crater in my newly repaired world. It's constant turmoil, and every day it gets harder to get up in the morning. To go to school, where everyone thinks that I am ok and I am happy. I guess I'm just used to it. The fake smile. The laughs. I can cover it up so easily. It comes naturally. I think about all these things that I should have already dealt with. These stupid mistakes that I keep making over and over again and no matter what I do or how hard I try I can't seem to break the pattern. I'm going in circles. Reaching out and stopping short because nobody is listening. I go outside to my backyard behind the garbage can to cry so my mom won't know. She doesn't even understand. That I know how she feels and what she's thinking, and I know she's right. But I also know that I don't know how to make things better. I'm just trying to keep moving on. But every step I take leads me deeper into the same thing I only just managed to get out of all those seven months ago. It drives me crazy at night. And nobody sees it. Nobody knows. I have no connection with it. I'm just a mess, spilling over with negative emotions and fake smiles........Current Mood:  indescribable |
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Unreasoned thoughts
Swirl within the madness
inside a decaying shell that
was once human
Pain eats away at the
heart like acid
Blackened and charred pieces of
Humanity
Where did the wind go?
A reminder that no one is
truly alone, and the darkness
caves in around
A scarred soul creates
and unworthy emblem of
highest confusion and a
blinding emptiness
The world of the destroyed tumbling
through the abyss of chaos
Without pity, without sympathy
The sought out empathy never found
A glittering moon in the midst of
a place that knows no other sky of
black and red and deep purples of
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I'm here
But I'm dying inside
A deep wound
So bloody, lasting
Confusion
Trapped in a swirling mass of
Darkness mixed with foreboding
Gut wrenching anxiety
Screaming
Like a crime committed
The words burn like acid
Poison in stomach
Heaving, breathing, trembling
Crying as the world is spinning in
Infinate chaos
Eyes watching
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Lost
Distance
Staring across the thousands of miles
That have come to separate us
When did this road appear?
Long and narrow
I can hardly see you
Maybe I'm hallucinating
I feel like I can no longer trust you
A transparent image
Of the person I used to see you as
The one who I always turned to
Tell me, who are you?
A gap which knows no end
And was not there before
Is this my own fault?
How do I get over it?
Do I forgive and forget?
Believe that this will not happen
Again?
Will there be a third time?
The first time I crawled back
The second it was you
Where will this next time take us
To the brink of never holding back?
Always, I think of this
In bed at night
Alone in the dark and cold
A stoney wall of helplesness
The knowledge of selfishness
Driving me closer to that
which kills me
And I can no longer feel what is right.....
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I'm dying
This pathetic mind has stopped trying
The blinding of light of Hell
Swallows me whole
The deepest fears
Locked inside
Pour out like acid flooding
Green grasses of the hillside village
This world destroys itself
And I can't see the purpose
Of an eternity
A circle of the same pain, always repeating
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Someone....
Destroyed
Her world is a map
Of haeness mistakes
And mental chaos
She weeps alone
Muffled in the corner
Trying to be strong
The mirrors laugh at her
She stands before carnage
She can't remember anymore
Lied to by everyone
Paranoia and obsession filled in
Sleep haunted by nightmares
The people she has lost
The world she has seen
And all for a cost
I can't save her
She remains trapped
Within herself
Decaying, mesmerized by nothing else
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Dreams
Stained black
Yearning
But nothing left
Oblivion
The place your heart
Is in
Darkness closing in
Trauma
Eyes closed
Blind to the world
So immersed within
Blank is my mind
My patience stretched thin
I cannot stop lying
Guilt kicks in
Self-loathing
It's pathetic
I ignore the world
Alone in my dark room
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Confusion
Pain
It shreds me
Blood runs down bare, pale flesh
And I frown
I am drowning
Lost in this abyss
It is emptiness
It is meaningless
I feel cold
I am blinded by the things
I do not wish to see
I am here, deaf as can be
My mind doesn't want to
Comprehend
No more
Sweet smells fill the air
And I feel pathetic
I do this to myself
I don't know how to change
And I don't know where to turn
Love
I wish I knew what it was
How to feel it?
Do I have it?
I don't ever know
I'm sure I do
But I flinch
And run from it
But I don't know
When I run
I only know that I am running
From something I don't understand
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 | You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.
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You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
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of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
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reflect a lot.
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
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PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.
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You are Dark
You are a dark person.
Secretive, and a bit depressed. It's either by
problems in your life, or your attitude towards
things. People feel depressed or sad whenever
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right? Don't care about what other people
think? I agree with you on that, but do take
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Punk
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You are the one who hates to hate but hates to
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Mors
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Independence
Your angel seeks for freedom.
Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the
kind of person who values your indepence than
most things in this world. Don't get angry if
I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person.
Problems in your life have caused you to be
depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened.
You may have lost hope many times, but you
still manage to keep your independence. You
don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may
look at you in a "different" way, but
inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you
have a hard time expressing it. I wish you
well!
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Mar. 4th, 2005 @ 05:40 pm
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
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You like the sweet, shy type.
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You are GOTHIC! Sometimes you might feel like you
just want to escape! sometimes u feel like
there might be no point living! Alot of people
get this feeling. Most times youd like to be on
your own and away from people. You would be
cold towards others, its probably because you
just cant trust anyone. Maybe you should loosen
up a bit and find som1 you can trust.
Thanx please rate
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You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
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your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
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your guy is gothic! this is totally not a bad
thing. he knows his boundaries, and he knows
that if he cross the line he will be in BIG
trouble. But he is also experienced, which can
be good if are ready to take your relationship
to the next level. keep this guy near and dear
to you!
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You,re a very depressed, lonely person. Something
happened to you that changed your point of view
on life or maybe you always been this way. You
don't have any friends because you dont see the
point in making them they will just leave
anyway so why bother or maybe you just dont
want them. But try and stay positive there are
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You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.
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Mar. 3rd, 2005 @ 07:29 pm
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Ingredients:
3 parts competetiveness
3 parts ambition
1 part beauty |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge! |
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1978
If you scored...
1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!
1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.
1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!
1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.
1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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Your EQ is |
127
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
How Your Attitude Ranks |
Your Attitude is Better than 65% of the Population
If you scored...
80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.
60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.
40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.
20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.
0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!
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A-
You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds |  You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never knows what you're going to come up with next; this creates great excitement and arousal never knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end in a kiss as great as your mystery. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You have little faith in yourself and usually find escape in some sort of addicting substance or yourself. You would rather torture others above anything else. You regularly skip school and when you go, always tend to ditch a certain class. Some classmates can fear you while others pity you...and your family. (No offense) Your cruel behavior and abject personality tends to single you out from the crowd...and you prefer life this way at times. However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and force you seek a way to silence it. But be warned, your path is dangerous... but only a strong person can walk this road. Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.
What type of teenager are you?
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Mar. 3rd, 2005 @ 07:09 pm
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Whooo...............................It's been awhile again. I have been denied access to my computer by the Almighty Authority, but hey, that's not new. What has happened? I got The Killers: Hot Fuss, Brad turned me down to go with his to Coronation. My Algebra grades have been improving. ^_^ That's a high point. I reached my 100th mission on Final Fantasy Tactics. Yay for me!!!!!! And, hmm, not much else. Going to the mall in a minute. Having multiple brain explosions latley. Boo. Kelly's been having bad friend problems. I might have to go jump some people soon. Look out! ALICE IS COMING FOR YOU!!!!! AND SHE'S NOT HERE TO RESCUE!!!!!!!!!! *demonic eyes* BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!
Anywayz, gotta go. Byes. Wait! THE DEMON ORORON MANGA KICKS ASS!!!! GO BUY IT YOU DUMB ASS RETARDS!!!!! ANIME=LIIFE, AND SO DOES MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Alice/Miriam
Jan. 28th, 2005 @ 07:14 pm
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Wow......................It's been awhile. I've been busy and computer denied since the last entry. Ah, well. Not much to REALLY talk about. Christmas was good. I got Final Fantasy Tactics! Yay! ^_^ Oh, and I did a REALLY beautiful drawing of Kira Aso from MARS. So everything has been fine with Your Friendly Neighborhood Delinquent. Dunno about The Motivational Speaker though.............>.> Talk later.... I'm really tired......*yawns*
Jan. 7th, 2005 @ 04:21 pm
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Finally! Those damn finals are over. ;_; I thought they would never end. I was utterly terrified when I got to Algebra. But I think I somehow miraculously passed it.
World has been retarded latley. Getting over it. Yeah! Hmm, I borrowed Naruto vl. 5 today from K. Whoot! >.>
Dec. 16th, 2004 @ 12:55 pm
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Jeeze, it's been awhile. I've been busy with school work. While I'm here, I have a confession to make:
I have been a horrible, mean, bitchy person latley.
Good, now that I have that off my chest, I can try to forgive myself. Why have I been bad? Well, a lot of reasons. The main ones revovling around certain someone's who really tick me off.
But! I've been drawing really well latley. I did a picture of Haru Glory from Rave Master, and it looks EXACTLY like him. I did it free hand too. I'm proud of myself for that. ^_^ Which is a good thing, because how can anyone like someone who doesn't like themselves? I think I'm finally pulling myself from the nasty pit of bad emotions. Most of them being distrust and jealousy. Haha. My true nature has been revealed. What an evil person I am inside. But I am slowly becoming a better person. ^_^
Dec. 15th, 2004 @ 08:12 pm
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School has returned, so I left the Empire of Extreme Boredom. But ever since then I have been feeling very off. I finished a charactered monologue today to express my offness. Is that even a word? Who cares..... I'm starting to think there is somethign wrong with me.....I could not quit squeaking today. I think my stress is getting to me......My best friend came back today, and I think there is something wrong. This is going to be a bizzare week.......Maybe I will submit something to my english teacher.....That should snap me back to my senses...................... Because I seriously think I am begining to lose my sanity...............What I have left of it anyway..........
Oct. 19th, 2004 @ 07:38 pm
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I think I will join the Empire of Boredom.................No! I will make my own and call it the Empire of EXTREME Boredom. Today has been boring..............Obviously. Other than my awesome guitar lesson, everything about today has been headache inducing. -_- I watched a million episode's of Farscape (A sci-fi channel original series), and did laundry. *sighs* That has been most of my pathetic fall break. Everyone is gone. Blondie Boy is hanging out with Kiwi, Sing has disappeared, PunkerDude is Mexico, and Satan is in NY. Oh, and Dallas went to Ohio, and Airhead is too busy. But to move on to better subjects.............................
TODAY'S GUITAR LESSON WAS GREAT!!!!!! I finally learned all of Hash Pipe (by Weezer). I also ditched their regular complicated solo for an easier one. It actually sounds pretty cool. My beautiful black Ibanez......*dreamy eyes* What would I do with out you?!!! Die of boredom, obviously. Hmm, Poker isn't on tonight...............For some reason, I have a weird obsession with watching it. I like the Unibomber best. (He's a famous poker player). He's so funny to watch. ^_^ We're watching CSI right now.................
My puppy got a new bed yesterday. She kept attacking her old pillow for some reason. Weird dog....>_> But then, she IS my puppy. Hmm, I probably should stop calling her puppy. She's almost three. Still acts like a puppy though.
Waaa! *cries* I wish PunkerDude was back. He's fun to hang around. Never bored when he's there. *sighs* I finally finished A Rocker Story. Hmm, I really need to come up with a new title. The story came out seven pages. Not too long, not too short. I'm proud of it. Still needs some editing/rewriting. It could be a little better. Overall, I'm pleased with it. ^_^
I read a LOT of manga yesterday. My whole shelf and Rina's almost. I'll name them, since I have nothing better to do. Kare Kano, Kodocha, Crest of the Stars, Phsychic Academy, Crescent Moon, Angelic Layer, Kill Me Kiss Me, Dragon Knights, Excel Saga, Chobits, Suki, Magic Knight Rayearth, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Juvenile Orion.........................Not the entire series of each of them though. Don't own em all. Trying though. >_< I've also watch Witch Hunter Robin, Haibane Renmei, Martian Successor Nadeisco AH! My Goddess the Movie 1, and I'm watching Fruits Basket for my anime club...........................................Next we're watching Kiddy Grade. I've heard it's pretty good. ^_^ >.> <.< God, I'm such an anime/manga junkie. ^^;
That's it for now I guess. Nothing else to say. Back to the Empire of Extreme Boredom for me............................... Comment or something if you want to join me.
Oct. 14th, 2004 @ 08:03 pm
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Today has been so bad! I couldn't fall asleep last night till 1 a.m, and then my mom got me up at 8:30 to clean out the bathroom, which we JUST finished five minutes ago! I'm so frickin tired, and I'm irritated, and I'm complaining, and I'm squaking because I'm stressed out! Damn it! Not even Breaking Benjamin can help me calm down right now! Grrr. >.< *gasps for breath*
I need to stop ranting, but I'm so mad! *breathes in* Must..............Calm.............Down. Think happy thoughts. New story. Started it last night. Yes, that's it. I'm calling it 'A Rocker Story'. It should be good. Hmm, I'm going to my grandma's for dinner around four. That should be fun. They have sattelite, so maybe I can watch Daria and Degrassi! Hahaha, I'm so stupid. Ah well, I like what I like.
But then, I also hate what I hate, like Presidental Elections and Politics. Honestly, I think that if we changed presidents now, I would be scared. I don't like Bush, Kerry, OR Nader, but if I had to pick one, I'd pick Bush. Yeah, I hate him and what he wants to do, but if Kerry or Nader takes over, I won't feel safe for at least a month. I think the only problem I have REALLY have with Bush, is his views on Gay Marriage. I really don't see anything wrong with it. Why should the gender of two people in love make a difference? That's what it is. Love. It shouldn't matter if either of them are male or female, green or purple, white or black. If two people love each other enough and want to get married, they should be allowed.
I personally am Straight, and it always bothers me how many people seem to think that all straight people have a problem with homosexuals. Yes, it may make me uncomfortable to be around the few that I know, but I accept them as they are. If more young people thought this way, the world would be a much better place.
Oct. 10th, 2004 @ 03:04 pm
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Man, I had the greatest dream last night! Could it be a prediction? *yawns* I think I will keep this one to myself though. hehe. *sly grins* Hmm, no idea what I'm going to do today. Probably try to get out of the house. It's fall break, so there's no school! ^_^ The best way to start off the day is with Linkin Park, One Step Closer. Why? Because it gets you thinking and moving. *sniffs* My cold isn't any better, damn. Ah well, nothing I can do about it.
I wonder if my best friend ever typed up my stuff or read my story? She'll probably get around to it I guess. Hahaha. Airhead is going on a date today! ^_^ lol. It's the greatest. Welps, more later!
~Arisa
Oct. 9th, 2004 @ 08:33 am
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Hahaha. Today rocked! The episode of Joan of Arcadia I watched was awesome! ^_^ Bwhahahaha, Blondie Boy was back, and that made La clase de espanol much better! Though he was still sick.....................................Whoot! I am trying to go to the mall tommorrow, though I have had a cold for awhile now. *Sniffs* Really sucks. Oh well. I started my new story today. The X Wars- Science Gone Bad. Hahahah. It's the best. Man, I'm in a weird mood today. T_T Hmm, maybe I should go listen to some Senses Fail, that always mellows me out. *Yawns* I really should go to bed, but I don't really want to. I can't wait! The new Linkin Park cd is coming out!!!! WhooT! I think it's either their tour cd or new one. Can't remember. o_O Doesn't matter, cause it's Linkin Park! ^_^
*Squeaks* Ah, man, I'm still stressed out. >.< Grrrrrrrr.
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